【记.忆】花间向晚

扑火飞蛾

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<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><font face=黑体 color=#cc0099></font><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">.A.<br />弃在空间里留了言</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">并留了博客的地址</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">打开</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">看到一幅素雅幽静的画</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">暮色中满地飘落的枫叶</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">一个穿素衣裙的女子</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">双手鞠一朵素淡小花</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">点点绿色荧光在渐深的暮色里缠绕裙裾边缘</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">幽幽悠悠</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">温柔绻眷</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">美到极致</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">动人心扉</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">弃言</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">:</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">今夕花开</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">明朝残骸</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">我只望一刹成空</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">时光弹指</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">红颜成白发</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">或可安然老去</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">不禁想到她最近的签名</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">:</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">手上繁华渐老</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">或许</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">我们都已经疲惫了</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">倦怠了罢</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">?.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">这些字</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">让我又身不由己想及红楼梦里的那曲记忆中久违的葬花词</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">:</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">花谢花飞飞满天</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">红消香断有谁怜</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">?</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">那剧中的黛玉</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多时候</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">何尝不是在我们心里复活并苦苦地挣扎着</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">?</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">花开为谁</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">花败又是为谁</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">?</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">我们缄默着不说答案</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">不是不会</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">而是不能</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">午后</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">仍是艳阳</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">风徐</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">拂起绿色的帘子如微微的浪</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">路上</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">雨后闪亮的叶子</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">花儿在城市的角落里安然开放</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">仿佛一切不曾发生</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">我莫名想起昨夜雷雨过后</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">我独自倚在阳台栏杆上</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">竟然一时忘记了恐惧</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">失了神凝目看远处近处的闪电象极说不出名极度绚烂的花</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">盛放在夜幕里</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">是那么地魅惑瑰丽</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">之后</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">花朵在沉</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">之后</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">,</span><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">只剩下无边无际的黑暗</span><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.5pt">.<br /><br />.B.<br /></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">是弃给的签名图片</span><span lang=EN-US>,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">一个女子坐在海边（或是河边）长长的木阶上</span><span lang=EN-US>,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">低头沉思</span><span lang=EN-US>,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">长发飘逸</span><span lang=EN-US>,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">白衣黑裤</span><span lang=EN-US>,</span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">头顶上几片零落的或许是柳树的叶子、淡蓝紫色的背景将那女子渲染得甚是美丽</span><span lang=EN-US>.</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">呵，亲爱的，给你的签名，无意中找到，不知曾给你看过不？</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">岁月流逝，这一个落款为安静心的签名图片，是多久以前在海云天论坛用这用户名的时候，弃给的？我也已经不太记得，印象里依稀看过。</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">甚是喜欢了这一句：含笑在等待，无处觅蓬莱。</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">迢远的岁月里，这等待若要含了笑，需要多少坚持的勇气与耐心呢？怕只怕，等也等了，坚持也坚持了，最终守来的不是云开望月见蓬莱，而是一个迷蒙蒙的雨季。</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">人间何处有蓬莱？惟恐果真无处可觅。</span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">滚滚红尘，但求心留一片净土，足矣。</span></p>
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统彤

写得好。

夜色光明

滚滚红尘，但求心留一片净土 [:2-1:]

啊嘉古

看了，不错！