[原创]某些思考

木小南

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<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">所谓的思想<span lang=EN-US>,</span>是什么<span lang=EN-US>.</span>所谓的思考又是什么<span lang=EN-US>.<br /><br /><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 28pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">最近发生了很多事情<span lang=EN-US>,</span>让我在思考<span lang=EN-US>,</span>我们每个人的某些意义<span lang=EN-US>.</span>至少<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那些属于自己的意义<span lang=EN-US>.</span>那些东西不是你的<span lang=EN-US>,</span>也不属于我<span lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">有些小秘密<span lang=EN-US>,</span>说给自己听<span lang=EN-US>.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">有些小心情<span lang=EN-US>,</span>翻给自己看<span lang=EN-US>.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">前天打电话给老爸<span lang=EN-US>,</span>他居然没在上海<span lang=EN-US>,</span>而是回老家了<span lang=EN-US>.</span>因为<span lang=EN-US>,</span>一位我不是很熟悉的人离去<span lang=EN-US>.</span>默哀<span lang=EN-US>,</span>又一个可以看见的天堂的精灵<span lang=EN-US>.</span>思考<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那些生命与宿命的东西<span lang=EN-US>.</span>老爸说<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那个亲人挣扎了两天才离去<span lang=EN-US>.</span>多想知道她最后的心愿<span lang=EN-US>.</span>打电话给老爸的时候所有的事情早已办妥<span lang=EN-US>,</span>某些心情<span lang=EN-US>,</span>也便释然<span lang=EN-US>.</span>想到<span lang=EN-US>,</span>若干年后的又一批人的离开<span lang=EN-US>.</span>隐隐作痛<span lang=EN-US>.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">人<span lang=EN-US>,</span>其实没必要对自己那么好<span lang=EN-US>.</span>因为<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那种好少了很多感动的成分<span lang=EN-US>.</span>昨天在网上无意浏览到一个人的博客<span lang=EN-US>,</span>写了很多他对现在生活的感悟<span lang=EN-US>.</span>很用心的感悟<span lang=EN-US>.</span>我觉得他的那种活<span lang=EN-US>,</span>很认真<span lang=EN-US>,</span>很享受<span lang=EN-US>.</span>呵<span lang=EN-US>,</span>一个懂得如何生活的人<span lang=EN-US>,</span>是多么难得<span lang=EN-US>.</span>看着发生在他身上的事情<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那么美好<span lang=EN-US>,</span>即便不美好<span lang=EN-US>,</span>也因为感恩的成分而显得美好了<span lang=EN-US>.</span>我想<span lang=EN-US>, </span>我也要那样的活<span lang=EN-US>.</span>曾经<span lang=EN-US>,</span>超级笃信那句<span lang=EN-US>,</span>那些温暖的事情都因为过分温暖而在当下的生活里被风化了<span lang=EN-US>.</span>现在<span lang=EN-US>,</span>突然就不相信了<span lang=EN-US>.<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">外面又在下雨<span lang=EN-US>,</span>可是<span lang=EN-US>,</span>我说的这个有是欢喜的意思<span lang=EN-US>.</span>我喜欢雨天<span lang=EN-US>,</span>喜欢淋雨<span lang=EN-US>,</span>喜欢那些雨后的事与物<span lang=EN-US>.</span>记得有句歌词说<span lang=EN-US>,</span>一片小雨滴陪着我等天明<span lang=EN-US>,</span>我用这最后一分钟怀念你<span lang=EN-US>.</span>可<span lang=EN-US>,</span>现在的我在怀念谁呢<span lang=EN-US>?<br /><br /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p>
<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312">思考<span lang=EN-US>,</span>这个季节外的零零总总<span lang=EN-US>.</span>那么伤<span lang=EN-US>,</span>却那么美</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 仿宋_GB2312">……</span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 仿宋_GB2312"><o:p></o:p></span></p></div>

W.Ding

四月，总是会让人想法丰富
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<br />感觉总是那么多，感慨总是那么明显
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<br />好好的，思考

南口人

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