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<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.1. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多人说:抽烟的女人不是好女人。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她不置可否。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多人说:她是个好女人。她仍然不置可否。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">好与不好,不在旁人眼里,在自己心里。很多时候,心情低潮,她也会点燃一支烟,或抽,或不抽,对着镜子看自己纤长的指夹着纯白的烟支,猛吸一口,闭眼缓缓呼出,看袅袅烟雾冉冉升起,淹没双眼溢出的淡淡惆怅,失神。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她不知道从什么时候开始,竟然爱上一支烟的意象,并且习惯在这意象里瞬间迷失。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.2. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多时候,会莫名地想念某一个人,然后,让眼泪静静地流下。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">心悸的感觉,她仿佛听到上帝的召唤。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她是上帝的女儿,上帝却没有给她太多眷顾,她是被冷落在人间的精灵。</span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.3. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">认识他的时候,他叫蓝山,有着成熟男人的身躯,却长着象洋娃娃一样的脸庞,有一双如烟雨般迷蒙的眼睛。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她莫名想起张爱玲在红玫瑰与白玫瑰里描述娇蕊的一句:婴孩的头脑与成熟妇人的美是最具诱惑性的组合。她也不能拒绝他的美,何况他看她的眼神里盛满了深情款款,于是她心里已先自被无形中征服。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">第一次,她跟他去咖啡厅。他点蓝山,她只要了一杯柠檬水,她要帮他加糖,他不让。咖啡的苦涩在空气里蔓延,她慢慢地啜饮着柠檬水,夜色柠檬般迷离,一切如梦。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">他侵占了她的领域,她喜欢上他温暖而宽广的怀抱,在夜里,他睡梦里呢喃仍抱紧她在怀里,那时候,她会有片刻的幸福。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">只能是片刻的幸福,因为她知道,他不属于她,而他需要她,仅仅也只是因为心灵的空虚寂寞仅仅只是因为需要而已。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她忍痛割了爱,渐行渐远渐无音信。暗地里寸寸柔肠化为盈盈粉泪</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">,</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">虽还未及深爱,却仍遗下几分痛楚几许伤春愁绪。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.4. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">再见的时候,关河萧索,千里清秋。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">他仍喝蓝山,她点燃一支烟,欲笑还颦。</span></span></p></div> |
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