点燃一支烟

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<p class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt"><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.1. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多人说：抽烟的女人不是好女人。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她不置可否。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多人说：她是个好女人。她仍然不置可否。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">好与不好，不在旁人眼里，在自己心里。很多时候，心情低潮，她也会点燃一支烟，或抽，或不抽，对着镜子看自己纤长的指夹着纯白的烟支，猛吸一口，闭眼缓缓呼出，看袅袅烟雾冉冉升起，淹没双眼溢出的淡淡惆怅，失神。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她不知道从什么时候开始，竟然爱上一支烟的意象，并且习惯在这意象里瞬间迷失。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.2. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">很多时候，会莫名地想念某一个人，然后，让眼泪静静地流下。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">心悸的感觉，她仿佛听到上帝的召唤。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她是上帝的女儿，上帝却没有给她太多眷顾，她是被冷落在人间的精灵。</span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.3. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">认识他的时候，他叫蓝山，有着成熟男人的身躯，却长着象洋娃娃一样的脸庞，有一双如烟雨般迷蒙的眼睛。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她莫名想起张爱玲在红玫瑰与白玫瑰里描述娇蕊的一句：婴孩的头脑与成熟妇人的美是最具诱惑性的组合。她也不能拒绝他的美，何况他看她的眼神里盛满了深情款款，于是她心里已先自被无形中征服。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">第一次，她跟他去咖啡厅。他点蓝山，她只要了一杯柠檬水，她要帮他加糖，他不让。咖啡的苦涩在空气里蔓延，她慢慢地啜饮着柠檬水，夜色柠檬般迷离，一切如梦。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">他侵占了她的领域，她喜欢上他温暖而宽广的怀抱，在夜里，他睡梦里呢喃仍抱紧她在怀里，那时候，她会有片刻的幸福。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">只能是片刻的幸福，因为她知道，他不属于她，而他需要她，仅仅也只是因为心灵的空虚寂寞仅仅只是因为需要而已。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">她忍痛割了爱，渐行渐远渐无音信。暗地里寸寸柔肠化为盈盈粉泪</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">,</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">虽还未及深爱，却仍遗下几分痛楚几许伤春愁绪。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span lang=EN-US style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt">.4. </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">再见的时候，关河萧索，千里清秋。</span></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt"> </span></span><span lang=EN-US style="FONT-SIZE: 4pt; COLOR: black"><br /></span><span class=zhengwen1><span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; LETTER-SPACING: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'">他仍喝蓝山，她点燃一支烟，欲笑还颦。</span></span></p></div>

统彤

　　电影里，电视剧中，女特务、坏女人都是抽烟的。